love.

if you don't know what it feels like to be loved by Jesus, my prayer is that someday very soon you will. I know that sounds cliche', but I seriously couldn't mean it enough. His love is the best thing ever. Its better than every romance movie you have ever seen. yes, even the notebook. (and especially the lakehouse!) His love is like the wind. Its refreshing, its exciting. You just could get lost in it. It carries you to new and extrordinary places. Being in a love relationship with the man Jesus is like waiting your whole life do be able to do what you were made to do, what you desire, and finally getting to do nothing but. He is so beautiful. the things he tells you will blow your mind. You will receive deep revelations about secret things, and yet still be able to see him in a cloud, or a flower, or a really beautiful song. Being a child of the King means to learn to trust. When things go wrong he always comes through. then you wonder why you were ever worried in the first place. loving God is to learn to love yourself, because you understand that he loves you, and likes who you are. Being arm in arm with the creator is to bring life where ever you go. its to watch sickness disappear and love come to cold places. It is actually feeling free, because you really are free, and not pretending that you are, and that you feel it. He makes the little stuff big and the big stuff little. He makes colors brighter and scents sweeter. It feels like fireworks. I love Jesus. I really do. With everything I have. won't you love him too? You will never regret it. I promise.

My brother won't shut up.

I listened to a really good song today.
"What was it like when you slept? Did the rocks come close? Did the trees lean in? And did the air rejoice just to be your breath? Oh my God, I am not, but you are."
I moved out of my house last week. I'm going to be couch surfing all summer. I'm not sure how its gonna be yet. Tonight I'm sleeping at my mom's house. its the first time in about a year. I'm not that stoked.
I'm not sure if I will even use this thing. But I needed something to take my mind off of this uncomfortable couch.
Tonight was dang good. I love freedom.
good night.